Wedding Planning

Oh wedding planning!

I can't believe it's been 2 months since we got engaged. Seems like just yesterday Blake asked me to marry him! 

Crazy!

I sure have been just enjoying that we are getting married. 

Eeekkk!

BUT, the crazy thing is that two months have gone by and that means ONLY 10 more to plan a wedding.

Crap!

Let me tell you that I had my exact wedding planned out on Pinterest...

Until recently...

You know the wedding I've always pictured wasn't really anything extravagant... Something beautiful and nice and something ME!

However, there are some things I've wanted but realistically, and financially... It's not best to go with certain things.

I do not have a money tree and if you happen to know where one is... Let. Me. Know. :)

Needless to say that wedding planning is going okay... 

I've purchased a few things and made some appointments to get the show on the road...

I love the fact that I am going to be a Czajkowski!!!

For those of you who don't know how to say it... It is CHA-KOW-SKI!!!

That is going to be interesting to sign.... 

My last name now is pretty darn simple...

But hey, who doesn't love a good challenge?

Until next time!

Change

Change....

If there's one thing that we know is it's inevitable. 

My life has had the most changes ever in the past few weeks alone. 

I changed my attitude towards life. 

I changed my attitude towards people. 

And I changed my attitude towards change! 

I've realized that not everyone who says they're your friend really is!

Sometimes people take things WAYY too personal, and life is just too short. 

The one thing I know that is constant in my life is love. 

The love from my fiancé.

The love from my family. 

And the love from the very few that I call a friend. 

I've changed friends, jobs, and life decisions recently. 

But as I write that statement I realize that you don't change friends. You just find out who never really was one. Because looking back and around I see that the same true friends are always there. They support me in every decision that I make, good and bad. 

Changing jobs is always scary. You become complacent and afraid to move on or do something different. But the one thing about 50 people told me was that I needed to do what's best for me and my family and you won't know until you try. So I did. So far, I'm 150 percent sure it was a good decision. 

Never be afraid to better yourself, no matter what others say. 

And then there's my lifes decisions. 

Everyday I carry something very tough on my shoulders. I've decided to not let it defeat me. 

I realize now that it's now or never. 

The time has come. And I cannot let something so negative consume my life...

So as my friends from the bobby bones show... I choose joy!

I choose joy because sometimes I think it's okay to have a breakdown. 

Just sitting and crying is okay. 

There will always be good and bad days. 

But choosing joy allows to let the good out weight the bad. 

I hope you will make a change in your life. Big or small... Change is good!